Gimme a fucking chance To ignite the flame for them My intrusive thoughts are winning again And I'm questioning my loyalty Cause I'll leave you all behind When my mind begins to slip Into a process that is so destructive So destructive I need to change My selfish ways I need to mend the broken people that I have enslaved Cause I am lost In my own mind It's like I'm living with a purpose that I can't find Yeah Can I be free? Yeah Can I be free? Cause I'm a different human When this kicks in Oh I'm a different human Just let me in It's getting harder and harder to keep a straight face And I'll do it again When my mind begins to slip Into a process that is so destructive So destructive I'm being tested By something For my loyalty And I know that I can't win Anything Cause I've tried so hard To paint a picture of the perfect mother fucking man Now I'm down and out I had my secrets now the truth is out for all to see Teach me the answer to my problems Manipulating my way through life I know there's something out there for me To see It doesn't mean it has to end this way for me Cause I'm a different human when this kicks in Cause I'm a different human, just let me in So go ahead test me Test me And I'll take and I'll take til there's nothing left And I'll take and I'll take til there's nothing fucking left And I'll take and I'll take til there's nothing left And I'll take and I'll take So test me