Gimme a fucking chance
To ignite the flame for them
My intrusive thoughts are winning again
And I'm questioning my loyalty
Cause I'll leave you all behind

When my mind begins to slip
Into a process that is so destructive
So destructive

I need to change
My selfish ways
I need to mend the broken people that I have enslaved
Cause I am lost
In my own mind
It's like I'm living with a purpose that I can't find
Yeah
Can I be free?
Yeah
Can I be free?

Cause I'm a different human
When this kicks in
Oh I'm a different human
Just let me in

It's getting harder and harder to keep a straight face
And I'll do it again

When my mind begins to slip
Into a process that is so destructive
So destructive

I'm being tested
By something
For my loyalty
And I know that I can't win
Anything

Cause I've tried so hard
To paint a picture of the perfect mother fucking man
Now I'm down and out
I had my secrets now the truth is out for all to see

Teach me the answer to my problems
Manipulating my way through life
I know there's something out there for me
To see
It doesn't mean it has to end this way for me

Cause I'm a different human when this kicks in
Cause I'm a different human, just let me in

So go ahead test me
Test me
And I'll take and I'll take til there's nothing left
And I'll take and I'll take til there's nothing fucking left
And I'll take and I'll take til there's nothing left
And I'll take and I'll take
So test me