You gotta blow too much 'Til the edge of my head Did you hold that way because I loved it? I trusted you my last sigh Hoping you would save me from being perfectly alone I need a hit of myself before I disappear Now that you've been caring me Maybe I didn't want to be loved But destroyed and satisfied You did nothing but addict to me, woo! There is only red lights now Crystallizing your nose Dropping down on your makeup Begging for some company Going down on your knees Useless like a plastic knife to a suicide I need a hit of myself before I disappear Now that you've been caring me Maybe I didn't want to be loved But destroyed and satisfied You did nothing but addict to me I need a hit of myself before I disappear Now that you've been caring me Maybe I didn't want to be loved But destroyed and satisfied You did nothing but addict to me Take a hit of me baby There's no much left to think You won't ask for the first time For the next you will I need a hit of myself before I disappear Now that you've been caring me Maybe I didn't want to be loved But destroyed and satisfied And you did nothing but addicted to me