Wake up, lose all control Body parting my soul Get up lying at the door Foam out my mouth, blood on the wall Fucked up, I make the call Can't take this shit no more Throw up as I hear the sirens from up on the second floor Thrown onto the rack as the rupture starts to crack Bleed out, move fast The white matter fades to black Carry on, still staring at the sun Or missing what you've done when it's gone? Maybe one day you will know for sure If this disease was the only cure If I can hold on anymore Two by two, each shot to numb For the imagery to show all that's become Just how much is left, how much to love? A story of a boy whose dream dwindled Well, is this a moment of reckoning? The vitals lay within an inch I wanna feel the pain, just so I know They cleansed the body with the cobalt soul Will you carry on, still staring at the sun Or missing what you've done when it's gone? Maybe one day you will know for sure If this disease was the only cure If I can hold on anymore Bolt the negative mind down onto the cold Let the gamma knife pierce the depths of my soul Bolt the negative mind down onto the cold Let the gamma knife pierce the depths of my soul Bolt the negative mind down onto the cold Let the gamma knife pierce the depths of my soul Bolt the negative mind down onto the cold Let the gamma knife pierce the depths of my soul